torn      
 uk/tɔːn/ us/tɔːrn/
 (tear的过去分词)
past participle of tear 
 torn       
adjective uk/tɔːn/ us/tɔːrn/
C2 难以做出抉择的
finding it difficult to choose between two possibilities
  I was torn. Part of me wanted to leave, and part wanted to stay. 我难以做出抉择。心里一方面想离开,一方面又想留下。 
 She was torn between staying and going. 她在去留之间挣扎。 
 See also: war-torn