loathing       
noun [ S or U ]  formal uk/ˈləʊ.ðɪŋ/ us/ˈloʊ.ðɪŋ/
C2 憎恨,憎恶
a strong feeling of hating someone or something
  The thought of him touching her filled her with deep loathing. 一想到他触摸自己,她就感到非常恶心。 
 He approached his enemy with fear and loathing. 他怀着既恐惧又憎恶的心情向敌人走去。 
 Synonyms: abhorrence detestation hate hatredodium